Tricia;

I won’t be sending you a goodnight message in our little bbm chatroom beginning today because I want to teach you a lesson, no matter how hard this is for me. Everything’s so hard for me lately, and I can’t even look at you the same way. Today we spent the whole day together, watching movies, eating… I tried to act as normal as I can but twas really hard. Whenever I see you, I want to cry. :( I remember being hurt all over again, and it hurts more knowing that you’re the reason behind it. I know it wasn’t entirely your fault, but I know I’ve warned you wayyy back, that I’ve zero tolerance when it comes to issues like ‘that’. But anyway, I don’t want to talk about it anymore. I just want to say I’m sorry if I’ve been hurting and making you feel sad these past few days. I know I’ve been mean, but I’m doing this for us. I want us to be stronger if we’d ever get out of this mess alive. Mahal na mahal kita. Nothing’s changed, I just have to believe in myself again. I am sorry and I love you, goodnight. :* Oh and one more thing,

I miss being makulit and malambing when I’m with you. I want to be like that again. :|